Alone

I know that I am not alone but i feel alone. This is a very great issue that I do not comprehend. I have a family, i have friends and yet i feel lonely. Y? I would like to have an answer. This blog is very good since no one is following it. (Happy) I kind of confessed to a girl, KIND OF. She is a girl i dream of, short hair (perfect) , pretty and strong. The problem is, she is 4 years younger than me. This is a really big problem because she would think that i am his brother. Bad start. However, she said she would accept if i said i like her. Would say its ok if i knocked her . In her opinion i am a funny guy but i am not! I really had to work on that one.

The biggest and the biggest problem is , i missed her. This is very bad. I might get a scholarship to Sabah. Auooo.. This means i will not be able to see her for like , 5 to 7 months!!! I am going to die . So i pray that i can do something about it. At least let her fall a little bit for me. At least a message, how have you been doing there. That would make me jump if she sms me. Honestly speaking, she is the one.